I wish I could put all my thoughts in a jar. I think too much.
Thinking too much causes me to over think and analyze things i don't want to deal with.
It gets too much for me to handle and I panic. I shut myself down and go to war with
myself. I'm tired. I'm sick of being tired. I don't like who I am, but I have to live with
it. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm sick of feeling sad. Sick of wanting things and people
I can't have. I want to be at peace with myself for once. To be happy and think about things
that doesn't send me over the edge.